Because it’s my destiny, because God have already had a plan for me, you can fight for your goals and happiness more or less but the result pretty much will be the same, the paths can be different but the end is predetermined. You are what you are, you have what you have only because you have earned those things in some other life, currently you are living now and you are earning your next live, and this will go on and on until you become Mr. Perfect. Then you will be happy only because God have decided to fulfill you with his spirit, you will be happy because you are going to be present between the others and because you mean something not because you are satisfying your needs and wishes, in that moment you will become immortal, in that moment you will understand why the love is the most important feeling.