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Утре ке ти обрнам повеќе време, и ке ги задоволам твоите потреби и апетити
Во врска со љубовта: Сакам да ти кажам дека ... [стара]
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Avoid The Void
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Да сибеш све, не знаеш колку ми фалиш и колку ми е страв мене тука, у грч сум а ти мене уживкич! Ајде зима..:back:
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Jas sakam da kazam... deka neznam ... dali sum zaljubena.. no znam deka se custvuvam tolku cudno ... i neznam sto mislam :S ... neznam dali vredi da se zaljubam... koga znam deka toj ne e praviot...
Jas sakam da kazam... deka neznam ... dali sum zaljubena.. no znam deka se custvuvam tolku cudno ... i neznam sto mislam :S ... neznam dali vredi da se zaljubam... koga znam deka toj ne e praviot...
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Beauty in Black
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Фала за прекрасните моменти што ми ги подари вчера и денес :back: Колку сакам сега да бевме заедно и пак Скопје да го шетам со влечки за низ дома и со твојата маица во 3 сатот по полноќ :pos2:
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Posveteno na edna moja golema ljubov
Posle se sto se desi i posle poslednoto neodgovaranje od tvoja strana iako se dogovorivme ostanav iskreno zacuden, razocaran. Se prasuvav sto vsusnost se sluci za tie nekolku dena i zasto odluci da prekines sekakov kontakt so mene.
No sega mi e jasno barem mislam deka e toa taka i ne mozam da te okrivuvam. Sakav da pomislam deka si zlobna , si igras so mene no toa ednostavno ne e taka.
Sfakam jas Maki, mnogu dobro sto bev jas za tebe - edna golema mozna komplikacija koja ne trebase da se sluci i koja uporno te sledese. Se nadevam deka samo moite napori ne gi sfati kako manijacki obid da bidam so tebe po billo koja cena. Jas ednostavo te zasakav i znam kolku vredis i znam vo sustina sto ti cuvstvuvas kon mene a toa te plasi i premnogu. Zatoa i ne mozese vo oci da mi kazes deka se lazam no ne sakase da navleguvas podlaboko bidejki emocijata samo ke se intenzivirase.
Koga prviot pat otide za Belgrad da razmislis za se , ti samo sakase da izbegnes komplikacijata koja bi mozel mnogu verojatno da go donese nasiot ponatamosen kontakt. Jas bev zakana , komplikacija a ti ednostavno sakase samo da izbegas od se.
Znam deka go cekase da ti se vrati mozebi premnogu ima seuste bolka vo tebe i po toa sto ti se slucilo ednostavno si rekla jas ne sakam da dozvolam nekoj da se priblizi za da me povredi. Steta sto ne sfati deka jas ne ni mozam da te povredam . No ne e samo vo toa , begajki od ljubovta ti begas od sebe Maki. A stravot e golem go znam jas toa i ne te obvinuvam , si se prasuvala sto ako se zaljubam, sto ako ne uspeeme da bideme zaedno , jas nemam sila za toa. Donekade si i vo pravo .
Jas i nemav koj znae sto da ponudam jas ne sum opipliv a toa uste tolku te plasese tebe. Sto ako se zaljubis , sto ako pocnes da cuvstvuvas ?
Sega razbiram sto sakase da kazes ne mozam da ti najdam mana zatoa ne mozam da bidam so tebe. Sega razbiram zosto po sekoja moja iskrenost davase nekoj del od sebe koj ne mi davase da zaminam zasekogas , sakala da priznaes na sebe ili ne ti dlaboko vo sebe me sakas , gi sakas moite postapki , vnimanieto i odnosot , ljubovta koja ja imam kon tebe ...toa e toa sto tebe navistina ti treba iskrenata ljubov no znaejki deka ne mozes da mi vozvratis vo momentot a go zasluzuvam toa proba na stotici pati da me obeshrabrish.
No kako mozev da prekinam jas koj znae deka toa sto se sluci megu nas , taa spontanost e nesto preretko , preskapoceno , kako mozev da prekinam da posakam da se slucuva toa i ponataka ?
Tesko mi e znam deka ke zamines vo Avstralija sega , da probas da se najdes sebesi i da zaboravis na se nekade daleku . Po se izgleda odlukata padna i samo toa moze da mi objasni zosto ne mi se javi potoa.
Ne znaes kako da mi objasnis posle se, kako da me poglednes vo ochi .
No, jas ne te obvinuvam Maki, mojata ljubov kon tebe e navistina kako vo knigata sto ti ja dadov ne znae ni za vreme ni za prostor i ne bara nisto a po najmalce bara da ti bide precka vo zivotot i patot koj ke go izberes.
No, sepak mislam deka toa ne e resenieto toa begstvo od se, znam bidejki sum go pominal toa lutanje . Dushata ostana prazna a site slucki na ovoj svet , site raboti i materijalni dobra ne veruvam deka bi ti znacele kako momentite na vistinska ljubov i spokoj koj i sama znaes se slucija toj den.
Steta sto vo mene vide precka , opasnost i sto ne iznajde malce sila . Jas kaj tebe ne osetiv zloba ni vo eden moment ni koga mi bese pretesko da te cekam da se javis vidov samo strav od ljubov nisto poveke.
I znam razmisluvase i za biznis so mene i kako bi bilo da bideme zaedno , del od tebe sekogas ke me posaka no toj drugiot ke unistuvase se , ke predoci na site opasnosti , komplikacii i ke ja ubie spontanosta kon mene.
Sakam da go socuvam moeto dostoinstvo i sekogas ti se obrakam so najdlaboka iskrenost koja sakam da te navede da razmislis, da ne stavis kraj na nas.
Znam deka te forsirav celo ova vreme , mozebi i premnogu poradi zelbata za edna iskrena ljubov so zena koja zasluzuva da bide navistina sakana.
Toa e onaa koja so saati zboruvase so mene po telefon pred da se vidime , so koja dovolen mi bese samo moment da bide vo moite race da osetam ljubov koja ja nemam veke so godini.
Po tebe Maki ne e veke isto , nisto ne e veke isto , se osekam prazno kako del od mene da e odzemen i niedna zena , nisto ne moze da go nadomesti toa.
No ti toa go znaes . Razmisli dojdi sakam da te vidam se mozam da razberam Maki , bas se.
Jas ke bidam tuka uste barem 3 meseci , poubavo ke bese ako rabotevme zaedno da imav na kogo da se oslonam , sega mi trebase no ke se snajdam i samiot. Poveke bese ovaa ideja se so cel da bidam so tebe zaedno , da mi bides vo blizina , da ti dokazam deka e mozno se pa duri i biznis vo Makedonija dokolku imas vistinski potik, a za mene toa bese ljubovta.
A taa pomaknuva i planini se sekavas na toa koga ti zborev i za taa knigata sto si ja citala vo kada dva saata samo ne se sekavam kako zavrsi , a ti ne si citatel sega mozes duri i da go smenis krajot...
Uste tri meseca sum tuka , dokolku si vo Avstralija togas , ke najdam nacin veruvaj da si na kraj svet ke najdam nacin da bidam so tebe dokolku ti toa go posakas, bidejki jas koga sakam navistina sakam . Dokolku ne, i polesno ti e da zaboravis na se te razbiram nema sekako da te baram veke i da ti se nametnuvam , ti si sekako del od mojot zivot , cinam od sekogas i si bila.
Razmisli Maki i otvori go srceto koga ke mozes jas nema da stavam kraj na sevo ova bidejki TE POZNAVAM esencijata e taa i znam deka ke me razberes duri sega.
Ne znam sto da kazam veke... mozebi ovoj tekst ke ti razjasni mnogu nesta , tekst koj ti kazuva deka sekogas znaev se a sepak ostanav da se boram za nas...
Procitaj razmisli pa cini kako sto srceto ti nalaga , kade i da si kako i da e ...nebitno jas te osloboduvam od sekakva obvrska , te razbiram i na nisto poveke ne se nadevam
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Troubled Girl and The Viking
Posle se sto se desi i posle poslednoto neodgovaranje od tvoja strana iako se dogovorivme ostanav iskreno zacuden, razocaran. Se prasuvav sto vsusnost se sluci za tie nekolku dena i zasto odluci da prekines sekakov kontakt so mene.
No sega mi e jasno barem mislam deka e toa taka i ne mozam da te okrivuvam. Sakav da pomislam deka si zlobna , si igras so mene no toa ednostavno ne e taka.
Sfakam jas Maki, mnogu dobro sto bev jas za tebe - edna golema mozna komplikacija koja ne trebase da se sluci i koja uporno te sledese. Se nadevam deka samo moite napori ne gi sfati kako manijacki obid da bidam so tebe po billo koja cena. Jas ednostavo te zasakav i znam kolku vredis i znam vo sustina sto ti cuvstvuvas kon mene a toa te plasi i premnogu. Zatoa i ne mozese vo oci da mi kazes deka se lazam no ne sakase da navleguvas podlaboko bidejki emocijata samo ke se intenzivirase.
Koga prviot pat otide za Belgrad da razmislis za se , ti samo sakase da izbegnes komplikacijata koja bi mozel mnogu verojatno da go donese nasiot ponatamosen kontakt. Jas bev zakana , komplikacija a ti ednostavno sakase samo da izbegas od se.
Znam deka go cekase da ti se vrati mozebi premnogu ima seuste bolka vo tebe i po toa sto ti se slucilo ednostavno si rekla jas ne sakam da dozvolam nekoj da se priblizi za da me povredi. Steta sto ne sfati deka jas ne ni mozam da te povredam . No ne e samo vo toa , begajki od ljubovta ti begas od sebe Maki. A stravot e golem go znam jas toa i ne te obvinuvam , si se prasuvala sto ako se zaljubam, sto ako ne uspeeme da bideme zaedno , jas nemam sila za toa. Donekade si i vo pravo .
Jas i nemav koj znae sto da ponudam jas ne sum opipliv a toa uste tolku te plasese tebe. Sto ako se zaljubis , sto ako pocnes da cuvstvuvas ?
Sega razbiram sto sakase da kazes ne mozam da ti najdam mana zatoa ne mozam da bidam so tebe. Sega razbiram zosto po sekoja moja iskrenost davase nekoj del od sebe koj ne mi davase da zaminam zasekogas , sakala da priznaes na sebe ili ne ti dlaboko vo sebe me sakas , gi sakas moite postapki , vnimanieto i odnosot , ljubovta koja ja imam kon tebe ...toa e toa sto tebe navistina ti treba iskrenata ljubov no znaejki deka ne mozes da mi vozvratis vo momentot a go zasluzuvam toa proba na stotici pati da me obeshrabrish.
No kako mozev da prekinam jas koj znae deka toa sto se sluci megu nas , taa spontanost e nesto preretko , preskapoceno , kako mozev da prekinam da posakam da se slucuva toa i ponataka ?
Tesko mi e znam deka ke zamines vo Avstralija sega , da probas da se najdes sebesi i da zaboravis na se nekade daleku . Po se izgleda odlukata padna i samo toa moze da mi objasni zosto ne mi se javi potoa.
Ne znaes kako da mi objasnis posle se, kako da me poglednes vo ochi .
No, jas ne te obvinuvam Maki, mojata ljubov kon tebe e navistina kako vo knigata sto ti ja dadov ne znae ni za vreme ni za prostor i ne bara nisto a po najmalce bara da ti bide precka vo zivotot i patot koj ke go izberes.
No, sepak mislam deka toa ne e resenieto toa begstvo od se, znam bidejki sum go pominal toa lutanje . Dushata ostana prazna a site slucki na ovoj svet , site raboti i materijalni dobra ne veruvam deka bi ti znacele kako momentite na vistinska ljubov i spokoj koj i sama znaes se slucija toj den.
Steta sto vo mene vide precka , opasnost i sto ne iznajde malce sila . Jas kaj tebe ne osetiv zloba ni vo eden moment ni koga mi bese pretesko da te cekam da se javis vidov samo strav od ljubov nisto poveke.
I znam razmisluvase i za biznis so mene i kako bi bilo da bideme zaedno , del od tebe sekogas ke me posaka no toj drugiot ke unistuvase se , ke predoci na site opasnosti , komplikacii i ke ja ubie spontanosta kon mene.
Sakam da go socuvam moeto dostoinstvo i sekogas ti se obrakam so najdlaboka iskrenost koja sakam da te navede da razmislis, da ne stavis kraj na nas.
Znam deka te forsirav celo ova vreme , mozebi i premnogu poradi zelbata za edna iskrena ljubov so zena koja zasluzuva da bide navistina sakana.
Toa e onaa koja so saati zboruvase so mene po telefon pred da se vidime , so koja dovolen mi bese samo moment da bide vo moite race da osetam ljubov koja ja nemam veke so godini.
Po tebe Maki ne e veke isto , nisto ne e veke isto , se osekam prazno kako del od mene da e odzemen i niedna zena , nisto ne moze da go nadomesti toa.
No ti toa go znaes . Razmisli dojdi sakam da te vidam se mozam da razberam Maki , bas se.
Jas ke bidam tuka uste barem 3 meseci , poubavo ke bese ako rabotevme zaedno da imav na kogo da se oslonam , sega mi trebase no ke se snajdam i samiot. Poveke bese ovaa ideja se so cel da bidam so tebe zaedno , da mi bides vo blizina , da ti dokazam deka e mozno se pa duri i biznis vo Makedonija dokolku imas vistinski potik, a za mene toa bese ljubovta.
A taa pomaknuva i planini se sekavas na toa koga ti zborev i za taa knigata sto si ja citala vo kada dva saata samo ne se sekavam kako zavrsi , a ti ne si citatel sega mozes duri i da go smenis krajot...
Uste tri meseca sum tuka , dokolku si vo Avstralija togas , ke najdam nacin veruvaj da si na kraj svet ke najdam nacin da bidam so tebe dokolku ti toa go posakas, bidejki jas koga sakam navistina sakam . Dokolku ne, i polesno ti e da zaboravis na se te razbiram nema sekako da te baram veke i da ti se nametnuvam , ti si sekako del od mojot zivot , cinam od sekogas i si bila.
Razmisli Maki i otvori go srceto koga ke mozes jas nema da stavam kraj na sevo ova bidejki TE POZNAVAM esencijata e taa i znam deka ke me razberes duri sega.
Ne znam sto da kazam veke... mozebi ovoj tekst ke ti razjasni mnogu nesta , tekst koj ti kazuva deka sekogas znaev se a sepak ostanav da se boram za nas...
Procitaj razmisli pa cini kako sto srceto ti nalaga , kade i da si kako i da e ...nebitno jas te osloboduvam od sekakva obvrska , te razbiram i na nisto poveke ne se nadevam
procitaj sepak :
Troubled Girl and The Viking
In the shortlived gulp of ordinary life i've menaged to come to terms with some inner moments that obscured the whatever that kept me going in a blietzkrieg of retributionary firestorm.Maybe they turned me into some humanitarian pussy,and maybe i hate them,but i can't fucking disgard my roots and that malice that made me what i was,therefore i will at least make another push before i lower my head and take in the punches.
God bless Troubled Girl.She's like shaking hands with the Revelation of what makes a person Unique.Unique doesn't have to mean good.
In this case,it doesn't mean good or bad.Just fucking weird.Very fucking weird.Annoying weird.The kind of person that if you're not under a spell,you wanna kill.
You see,Troubled girl is extremely smart.A magnetic person.Charisma that thrives above everything else.First encounters with Troubled Girl dictate you to like her.As a Genuine Mortal,you even feel unworthy.As the words dominate your brain and crumble you,you are in awe of this girl's Stance.
And you are dumb.
All people are.
It's a curse that we base our general opinion on first impressions.
To put it plainly,the awesomness of Troubled Girl is but a mirage made just for you.Something that Troubled Girl created just for your comfort.It's nice,in a way....but a lie is a lie.
I can agree that we all have our sceletons in the closet.I can even go as far and say that people are almoast never what they seem.But,we also have to agree that if someone is not smart enough to keep his or hers dirty little dopelganger as a secret,those that fleshed it out have all the right in the world to punch him or her in the head with it.
Amnesty works only in politics,people.Troubled girl cannot be forgiven only because of the fact that she is Troubled Girl.Actions and deeds and some isolated leakes of a negative weirdness have all-around defiance written all over their fucking forehead.And if the Unwise cannot survive it,than the Unwise should probably just give up,or be forsed to kill himself(Herself).No philosophy.No talking.Force is applied when medicine cannot help.Troubled Girl neds to clean up her act.Look for allies.Try her fucking best to disprove people in a way that will force them to stop calling her Troubled Girl.
Not the way she's doing it now.Not by pure defiance.That's what the majority wants.The majority knows that when she's defiant and agressive in her debating,acting and interpreting,she's actually losing it inside.They know that they're hurting Troubled Girl.They get up and live life with a jestery smile,and she suffocates in the reality of what she is...the reality that goes beyond the mirage created just for the little Mortals.
The Viking is someone that balances Troubled Girl.Equally troubled,yet very hard to defeat.His hardiness is what Troubled Girl needs.If all turnes out good,he can be her Destiny.A waypoint to happyness.
I like that scenario.
I just don't like the fact that in my own reality,The Viking is a fucking Cavalry for Troubled Girl.A pacifyer.A Mongol Khan that rides forth from the fog and wipes out the Shades that surround Troubled Girl.Some strange Neo-Romanticism,that still workes in wiping out the Shades.
I can dare say that The Viking is a close friend.Someone that i'd hate to see spoiled.Someone that i know once was wrapped up in his Great Protector role and disgarded everyone that Troubled Girl saw as Shades.The Aftermath of it is something that i'll disclude and say it doesn't count,coz in this moment,The Viking is seeing it as a burned scribe.
Yet i'm seeing a repetition.I'm seeng a new pair of sheets wrapped around The Viking where he can,once again,forget everything and be a Holy Protector,blocking people,killing friendships,however fragile they may be,riding to the rescue when Troubled Girl is overwhelmed and occupying himself with the process of occupying Trubled Girl with an aura of Safe.
May it be.
I feel guilty.I feel guilty everytime i write about this peckish bussiness.I know i shouldn't and i know The Viking is mistaken,but i fucking like the guy,so Troubled Girl is no longer Troubled Girl in my eyes.She is just those three letters that represent her.No meaninig,no real person behind them.Just another dot.A dot can't hurt me,and i won't even try to erase her from existence,coz as we all know,a dot is crucial in a sentance.
God bless Troubled Girl.She's like shaking hands with the Revelation of what makes a person Unique.Unique doesn't have to mean good.
In this case,it doesn't mean good or bad.Just fucking weird.Very fucking weird.Annoying weird.The kind of person that if you're not under a spell,you wanna kill.
You see,Troubled girl is extremely smart.A magnetic person.Charisma that thrives above everything else.First encounters with Troubled Girl dictate you to like her.As a Genuine Mortal,you even feel unworthy.As the words dominate your brain and crumble you,you are in awe of this girl's Stance.
And you are dumb.
All people are.
It's a curse that we base our general opinion on first impressions.
To put it plainly,the awesomness of Troubled Girl is but a mirage made just for you.Something that Troubled Girl created just for your comfort.It's nice,in a way....but a lie is a lie.
I can agree that we all have our sceletons in the closet.I can even go as far and say that people are almoast never what they seem.But,we also have to agree that if someone is not smart enough to keep his or hers dirty little dopelganger as a secret,those that fleshed it out have all the right in the world to punch him or her in the head with it.
Amnesty works only in politics,people.Troubled girl cannot be forgiven only because of the fact that she is Troubled Girl.Actions and deeds and some isolated leakes of a negative weirdness have all-around defiance written all over their fucking forehead.And if the Unwise cannot survive it,than the Unwise should probably just give up,or be forsed to kill himself(Herself).No philosophy.No talking.Force is applied when medicine cannot help.Troubled Girl neds to clean up her act.Look for allies.Try her fucking best to disprove people in a way that will force them to stop calling her Troubled Girl.
Not the way she's doing it now.Not by pure defiance.That's what the majority wants.The majority knows that when she's defiant and agressive in her debating,acting and interpreting,she's actually losing it inside.They know that they're hurting Troubled Girl.They get up and live life with a jestery smile,and she suffocates in the reality of what she is...the reality that goes beyond the mirage created just for the little Mortals.
The Viking is someone that balances Troubled Girl.Equally troubled,yet very hard to defeat.His hardiness is what Troubled Girl needs.If all turnes out good,he can be her Destiny.A waypoint to happyness.
I like that scenario.
I just don't like the fact that in my own reality,The Viking is a fucking Cavalry for Troubled Girl.A pacifyer.A Mongol Khan that rides forth from the fog and wipes out the Shades that surround Troubled Girl.Some strange Neo-Romanticism,that still workes in wiping out the Shades.
I can dare say that The Viking is a close friend.Someone that i'd hate to see spoiled.Someone that i know once was wrapped up in his Great Protector role and disgarded everyone that Troubled Girl saw as Shades.The Aftermath of it is something that i'll disclude and say it doesn't count,coz in this moment,The Viking is seeing it as a burned scribe.
Yet i'm seeing a repetition.I'm seeng a new pair of sheets wrapped around The Viking where he can,once again,forget everything and be a Holy Protector,blocking people,killing friendships,however fragile they may be,riding to the rescue when Troubled Girl is overwhelmed and occupying himself with the process of occupying Trubled Girl with an aura of Safe.
May it be.
I feel guilty.I feel guilty everytime i write about this peckish bussiness.I know i shouldn't and i know The Viking is mistaken,but i fucking like the guy,so Troubled Girl is no longer Troubled Girl in my eyes.She is just those three letters that represent her.No meaninig,no real person behind them.Just another dot.A dot can't hurt me,and i won't even try to erase her from existence,coz as we all know,a dot is crucial in a sentance.
P
Polaroid vanity
Гостин
:nesvest:
Ват,вен,вај ??? :angry1:
Дид ај мис самтинг???
Ват,вен,вај ??? :angry1:
Дид ај мис самтинг???
Mind In Motion
Smirking Revenge
Не си ти добра, колку што лош сум јас!:helou:
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I found an island in your arms
Country in your eyes
Arms that chain us
Eyes that lie
So,close your eyes,
And fly away...
Cut your arms,
Bleed to death,
Meet the light
Fall in Love
Bye
Country in your eyes
Arms that chain us
Eyes that lie
So,close your eyes,
And fly away...
Cut your arms,
Bleed to death,
Meet the light
Fall in Love
Bye
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I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away....
Ми недостигаш....
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away....
Ми недостигаш....
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