YOU HAVE SAID THAT THERE ARE NO GOALS IN LIFE, NO PURPOSE. AND YET WE ARE ALL
HERE WITH ENLIGHTENMENT AS OUR GOAL. PLEASE SPEAK ON THIS.
If you are here with enlightenment as your goal you cannot be here. Physically you may appear to
be here but you cannot be with me. The goal is in the future, I am here! And a mind which is goal
oriented is bound to be in the future – we will never meet.
I know you are here to attain something – that’s why you are missing it. I am here to persuade
you to drop the very idea of attaining anything whatsoever: enlightenment, moksha, nirvana, God,
included. If you drop this goal oriented mind – and there are none but goal-oriented minds, there is
no other mind – if you drop it, you are enlightened.
Enlightenment is not a search, it is a realization. It is not a goal! It is the very nature of life itself.
As life is, it is enlightened. It needs nothing to be added to it, to improve it. Life is perfect. It is not
moving from imperfection to perfection, it is moving from perfection to perfection.
You are here to attain something. That is functioning as a barrier. Drop that barrier. Just be here!
Forget about any purpose, life cannot have any purpose. Life is the purpose, how can it have any
other purpose? Otherwise you will be in an infinite regress: then that purpose will have another
purpose, then that other purpose will have another purpose.... Life has no purpose, and that’s why
it is so beautiful.Hindus have called it LEELA, a play. It is not even a game.
Now in the West the word GAME has
become very very important; hundreds of books have been published within two, three years with
GAME in the title: THE MASTER GAME, THE ULTIMATE GAME, GAMES PEOPLE PLAY, and so
on and so forth. But there is a difference between game and play. Hindus have called life PLAY
not a game, because even a game has something as a purpose: a result to be attained, victory to
be achieved, the opponent has to be conquered.... Then a play becomes a game; then it becomes
serious.
Grownups play games, children only play. Just the very activity is enough unto itself. It has an
intrinsic end, there is no goal added to it. Life is a LEELA, it is a play, and the moment you are ready
to play, you are enlightened.
Try to understand from some other dimension. You are already that which you are trying to be. The
more you try, the more you will miss. You leave all effort, you simply accept yourself, you just be that
– suddenly it is there! It has always been there but you were seeking so seriously, and that was the
only cause for missing it.
You are here to attain something: enlightenment, samadhi, satori – or something. To me all those
words are nonsense, because they give you again a new line of desiring. They again open a door
of desire.
In the world you desire money, power, prestige; then you get fed up with it, then you see the whole
thing is just rubbish – even if you get it you are defeated, if you don’t get it you are defeated. Then
you come to feel that this whole thing is nonsense. Now suddenly you start playing new games:
enlightenment, meditation, yoga, God, the other world, the other shore! Again the mind is at ease;
a new world of desire has opened; now you will be after these goals.
And money is not so elusive as meditation. This world at least is solid; that shore, that world, the
other world, is absolutely fantasy. Now you are in a deeper ditch than before. With the first you could
realize that it is useless, with the second now it will take millions of lives to realize that this too is
useless.
When a person comes to discover that all goals are useless – with no exception all goals are useless,
then there is nothing to do, one just has to BE. One relaxes, one relaxes so totally because there
is nothing to do that there is no tension. Suddenly your boundaries melt like snow melting in the
morning sun. With nothing to do you disappear, the ego disappears. With nothing to do, nothing to
be, nothing to achieve, who will you be? The whole identity evaporates. This is enlightenment.
Then you start a totally different way of life. You start being playful, you start being alive moment to
moment with nowhere to go – whatsoever the life gives, you accept it with deep gratitude. Grace
happens to you. This is what I call: to become a god. The moment you start playing, living in the
moment, you have become a god.
I am here to persuade you that you are already gods. You may be here to become gods – that’s
your trip, I’m not concerned with it. I know what I am here for: just to persuade you to look at your
own face once again; to search within and not to go without, searching for something which doesn’t
exist.Life is a purposeless play, a play of infinite forces – beautiful if you don’t have an achiever’s mind,
ugly if you have ambition to become something, to be something, to do something.
Relax. Drop the future completely. Only this moment exists, and this moment is eternity. And this
life only is all that is there, don’t think of the other shore.
Just the other day I was telling you the Chinese allegory of the man who returned from the middle
of the river. Why did he return from the MIDDLE of the river? Because there is no other shore, this
is the only shore. And why did he start laughing? Because he suddenly realized he himself is the
Buddha whom he has been seeking.
Zen Masters teach their disciples that: if while meditating some day you come across Buddha – kill
him immediately. Don’t spare a single moment – kill him immediately! Otherwise he will lead you
astray.
They are right. While you are meditating Krishna comes with his flute, it is so beautiful.... Again you
are dreaming, again you are caught in dream and desire. And Jesus comes, and you are caught in
the web of the mind; it is a spider’s web. And then Buddha comes, and you forget yourself.
So Zen Masters say: Kill the Buddha immediately. Clear the way. Don’t allow anybody else to be
there; that is, don’t allow any goal to be there; just be total, alone – in your absolute purity. This is
enlightenment.
I should repeat it, because I know you will forget and forget and forget: you are already that which you
are seeking. Let this be the basic mantra. If you can understand this mantra, you have understood
all.
Give it a try. Goals – too many lives you have already given to them. Now try to live moment to
moment, as if there is no future. In the beginning it will be only AS IF, but by and by you will become
aware that that AS IF is the only reality. In the beginning it may be just like acting. Soon you will
realize that this acting is the only reality.
You have come with a goal but I won’t allow you to remain with a goal. If you don’t escape me the
goal is bound to drop. Just hang around a little more and the goal is bound to drop. Either I can be
here with you or the goal can: you have to choose.
Osho
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Just the other day Anando was showing me one book published against me in Australia by a couple who have been sannyasins for three years and have been in the commune. But just looking at their ideas, it seems they have never seen me. They are saying that they were working, working hard, and with their work I was purchasing Rolls Royces.
You can see the absurdity: their work was not bringing any money. Their work was making their own houses to live in, the roads - which were needing money, not producing money. But in their mind - and for all those three years also - they must have been resentful.
Those Rolls Royces were not produced by the commune. They were presents from outside, from all over the world. And I was not their owner - I had given them to the commune. They were commune property, and I have not brought any of them with me; I have left them with the commune.
Everything that I had has been left with the commune. I never owned anything. But there must have been the idea that they are earning money, and I am wasting money. That is their resentment.
What money were you earning? In fact you needed money to make houses, to make roads, to make a dam - a dam needed two and a half million dollars to make. You were contributing your labor, but we were not creating money out of it so that I could purchase Rolls Royces, so that I could purchase anything. I have not purchased anything from the money produced by the commune because the commune never produced any money. The commune was absorbing money. In fact all my royalties, all my books, all their profits were going to the commune. The situation is just the opposite - that I had given everything to the commune. Now, four hundred books in different languages were bringing millions of dollars in royalties, and those royalties were going to the commune.
If I had wanted to purchase Rolls Royces, I could have purchased my own Rolls Royces, as many as I wanted, just out of my royalties.
(Osho - Beyond Psychology #24)
The Rolls Royces fitted very well in Osho's vision of the "New Man". According to him the New Man is to be a synthesis between the materialism of the West and the spiritualism of the East. This synthesis Osho also called "Zorba the Buddha". He talks about it in an interview with Mike Wolfe KBND Radio, Bend, Oregon: "I am destroying the whole idea of the separation, of a split between matter and mind, body and soul, materialism and spiritualism."
Beloved Master, what is so funny about your driving to discourse in a Rolls-Royce?
Osho:
There is a long story behind it! I was driving... I was coming in an Impala, and people like you started writing letters to me saying that, "This is a plumber's car!"
I told Laxmi, "Change it!" So she bought a Buick - and people started writing to me that "This is a pimp's car!"
So I told Laxmi, "Change it!" So she was bargaining for a Lincoln Continental. And people wrote to me, "This is good - this is a president's car!"
I said, "That is worse - worse than being driven in a plumber's or a pimp's car!" So I told Laxmi, "Now, for a poor man like me, only a Rolls Royce will do!"
Now, please don't make any objection to it... because coming from Lao Tzu to Buddha Hall, a helicopter won't do. Don't create troubles for me!
(The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha)